What would you say pal?

I just finished packing for NS. Sigh, and I gotta fill in the freaking application forms later. What a way to spent New Year's :D

So my resolutions ah?

Well here goes nothing. In no particular order:

• To get through NS and return in one piece.
• Do absolutely well in college.
• Strive harder and change work attitude which means, more hardworking.
• Be a nice person and not be evil (Like Dr. Doofen..blabla)
• Lose weight! >( such a main priority
• Try to save some money- for future savings
• Improve in all my designs
• Have a really good and strong character. Try not to be sensitive I guess?
• Meet G-dragon and hang out with him (though this will not happen but a girl can dream)
• SLEEP WITH G-DRAGON (HAHAHA JOKINGGGG do not kill me rabid fangirls)

I have more actually but these are the main ones so far :)

I'm going to miss 2009. Omg, an hour's time and it's all over. 2009. And high school. Such a sad situation but it's not absurd. It's a good thing, that we're all moving on to greater heights.

LEAP! :D

Happy New Year's!

Again, we're closing another year and opening a new one. It makes me nostalgic really because 2009 was a good year. 

Perhaps in the past few months, I've lost and gain many things. My resolutions still remain the same and forever will remain the same. I am, somehow truly sorry to those I have angered and disappointed. 

It's time to let go and move on.

Sigh. So sad, it's ending. I'm not going to bore you with the whole sad, new year post and resolutions cause it's all going to be the same. May we all achieve the happiness and success that comes our way, seniors of 2009 :)

I am sure we will find our way and truly our way in college towards the road of our future. May God bless you all and may all your prayers be answered. There are so many things I really want to say now but it just can't be helped at times because it's best to enjoy what we have right now.

Just hours away from 2010.

can't believe it?

haha.

believe it.

I'm finally closing my last chapter. I'm opening a new chapter, a new story to my current life. Perhaps, my 3 months in National Service will teach me something about missing home, being strong, being independent, loyalty, love, friendship, hardship, consequences and so much more.

Perhaps I should take college as something new and great to look forward to.

we'll be worlds apart, but mine's just beginning.

I shall end, with.

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Bangkok Day 1

Yes, I have decided to be a good girl and post the timeline of my vacation in Bangkok. And my pictures are up so it's a good thing I guess! I'm gonna skip the whole morning and packing process because the packing process was so tedious, I could really feel the nerves in my veins popping out. Nevertheless, we made it through.

Before we left

We sat on Thai Airlines which was pretty damn cool because there's a tv in front which means more watching movies :D But sadly, my damn tv didn't work so I had to settle for Melissa Hill. For an hour and 45 minutes, I was reading Melissa Hill *pouts*

But nevertheless, it made me happier again when I received nice purple complementary flowers from the cabin crew which was so nice. I happily clipped it on my bag because it looks so nice.

We arrived at Bangkok around 3 and we took the bus and headed straight for Pattaya! We were cruising on the bus and it's amazing how Bangkok is so huge hahah. Well after hours and hours of sleeping, we arrived at Pattaya :S The beach was so nice and and and wide. But sadly there were so many people crowding that it kindda lost the taste of beach. Meh, seems so funny eh? We stayed at a boutique hotel called Dusit. The hotel's really classy and small but it was so modern, the design I mean that I just can't help looking at it.

They even give you free complementary drinks!

And apparently XING (yep, I hope you guys still remember them) used to stay there!

And the rooms, were AMAZING. LORD. I LOVE THE BATHROOM I WANT MY TOILET AND BATHROOM TO BE LIKE THAT SERIOUSLY. I WANT I WANT I WANT. Nyeh, 

And soon we left the hotel and went up to the Pattaya peak point where we could see the whole city of Pattaya from above :) and we were greeted with a beautiful tinge of sunset.

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ps: i'll edit this later.

The latter has returned!

Yes, well I have returned from Bangkok and well, I know all of you miss me (the feeling's growing again) but then again, it's 12.51 am here and I terribly miss Bangkok. Will post more about this soon. I think today, I'm gonna try and go to One Academy again and see what I can do. Hopefully, can enroll straight away. Sigh, will only be taking the April intake because sadly, NS awaits me.

Anyways, throughout the Bangkok trip. It was a blast thought Christmas wasn't spent the way I wanted it to be nonetheless, it was a good trip. Aside from that, I have such great company with me.

My family, myself and my books.

Yes, I brought books along to read. I brought Melissa Hill's Wishful Thinking which was a good read and currently reading Lipstick Jungle by Candace Bushnell (keep thinking Bunshell) 

Oh well.

Gotta go sleep soon actually. Haahha. I'll blog more tomorrow.

Jack Sparrow Render :D

3 days of rendering and waiting and waiting, I finally finished it todayyy :D

I am a happy person :)

ps: nah andey! sorrry, file too big and excuse the bad camera angle cause the paper couldn't fit my scannerrrrrrrrrrrr :(

More on that bit

Just got back from Prom. Details will be updated later but for now, let's get on to better things:

Answer the questions using this: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi 

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
The Yeong Shin Goes Straight to Your Head

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Plop, Plop, Fizz, Fizz, Oh, What a Yeong Shin it is!

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Built Yeong Shin Tough

4. How would you answer a booty call?
Moving at the speed of Yeong Shin

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
The Yeong Shin of your life

6. To someone you dislike?
Have a break. Have a Yeong Shin

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Smart. Beautiful. Yeong Shin

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Everything we do is Driven by Yeong Shin

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
A Yeong Shin works wonders

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
The Lion Goes from Yeong Shin to Yeong Shin

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Yeong Shin with the Hole

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
Why Have Cotton When You Can Have Yeong Shin?

13. What are the best words to describe you?
Snap Into A Slim Yeong Shin

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Yeong Shin Makes Everything Better

15. Your last words before you die...
Your Flexible Yeong Shin

16. Your message to a special someone..
The Best Yeong Shin Under One Roof

17. Title of this post will be...
The Coolest Yeong Shin On Ice

Muahaha, so farnay :D

This has been a while :)

Tags! Well I found the tag anyways so why not?

1. Name : Yeong Shin
2. Birthday : 25 March (remember that)
3. Who tagged you : I found it?
4. Name 5 of your best friends : I have a lot
5. What do you want for your bday present : I want a sunflower field. Get me one and I'll worship you.
6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently : A lot?
7. Recent pressure : Posterssss! And renderingsss! :(
8. Ambition : Graphic Designer; hopefully.
9. Do you have a lover : Maybe :)
10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association : Of course!
11. Who makes you happy during an outing : Depends :)
12. If 2 of your friends are arguing : I'll leave them be until they come up to me
13. Where do you want to go with your lover : Somewhere only we know
14. What do you want to do during Christmas : Singggg! And design?
15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Everyone I love :)
16. Do you have the excitement of waking up? : Not really
17. How many siblings do you have : 4 sisters, yes a very big family
18. Which song u like the most (female) : Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson
19. Which song u like the most (male) : Broken by Lifehouse (male band okay!)
20. What colour do you like : Blue
21. Will you flush before use the toilet : if it's dirty, yes
22. Do you love me : Who?
23. Do you like male or female : Can't we have bisexual?
24. Shout out loud : YAIIII.
25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight : Obviously? Unless..well yeah
26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing? : BBQ.
27. Who are supposed to be whacked? : Hmmm :)
28. What are you crazy of recently : Many things actually :O
29. How is your sleeping look : Like a hippo
30. What time is it : 2.18 pm
31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged : I dislike me?
32. Your weight : Now, I don't want to.
33. Weather : HOT.
34. Are you pregnant : Heck no
35. What will you do if you've won a lottery : Shop, and save up man.
36. An activity of the undergraduate students : Sleep.
37. Add a colour into rainbow : Gold
38. Do you think friendship is true-hearted : Hmm..
39. Do you know spring : I know autumn
40. Who do you like in TVXQ : Yoo Chun 
41. List out 5 of your flaws : FAT, Shop too much?, Read too much, Sleep too much and Game too much.
42. List out 2 sentences you like : You're like a marshmallow growing, SOUP! 
43. What do you like to eat : food?
44. You pray to god for : Many things
45. Brands you prefer : ALOT LA.

Views on such tales

Lalala, it's that time of the year *grumbles*

I can't sleep for some reason (grumbles again) Hmm, I'll just post some random pictures which I love :)

Gahahah! Baby chibi Squall! Hmm alot of people have been asking me who's my favourite Final Fantasy Character. Hmm, I shall explain now since I can't sleep and because I'm a very happy person (well kind of)

My all time favourite to me is Squall Leonhart. Cause he's so broodingly handsome. So what if there's a scar? Screw you bitches. Compared to the Tidus, he's much more mature and I guess he has this charm that attracts almost everyone else. 

Eeeee why must you be so charming :)

My second one is actually Noctis. Though this doesn't stay very long considering it might change since I haven't played the game but Noctis is a very different character in terms of his dark side personality and bad ass hair. Other than that, he's really good looking.

Noctis also called Noct, despite the weird name.

For now :) Eh, so brooding and handsome :)

A Night at Shanghai

So a proper post, Aaron's party was amazing. So what did we do? How did it go? What was the theme and everything? Well that will be self explained sooner. After getting me cheong sam, I put on my heels and was off for the party. The place was quite near my place so I didn't have a problem getting there but the problem was finding the ballroom. But well Natalie, Sheung Fang, Siew Hwei and I eventually found it.

Everyone was dressed at their best with suxh exquisite taste of cheong sam. Everyone looked lovely! I was beginning to think that this party was really heating up with such an interesting theme. It was nice once in a while to wear something so pretty instead of the boring prom dresses routine all the time.

But it was really lovely. 

Everyone had their share of fun. We folded origamis, played games, had so much fun laughing and the best of all, we get to dance.

I haven't had so much fun dancing in my entire life. One day, we shall go clubbing okay? Lol but then again, I had nothing much to say. Because the night itself explains it. It was amazing.

Thank you Aaron for inviting me :)

It's so epic

I have good news and well it's not entirely GOOD but well it satisfies me. I am about to finish Tomb Raider Underworld! Yes, I know, after like weeks of disregarding it, it's about to finish. Well, not yet. I still have to go through one more sub mission which is so hard and epic but it's going to be fun as hell. 

Aside from that, my sister returned from England got me, well.. a Marc Jacobs keychain but it's okay I guess. Hmm what else?

Oh yeah, I actually finally got the time to cut my hair :O Well my mother wanted it short so well, I went with her to Bangsar Village II to get my haircut and it turned out like this:

Sigh I know it's short okay! But at least I still can tie my hair. And excuse the retarded face, I look better like that apparently :O

And I bought myself another book and read it in one day :) It's Mitch Albom's Have a little faith. I'll be doing a book review on it tomorrow since I'm really tired today and tomorrow, I'm going to One U to collect my prom outfit. Muahah, life's good when you have chocolate.

Anyhoo, I can't wait for Art as well. Hmm, yeah.

I miss Andrea. She's been MIA-ing. Or maybe..I just can't contact her enough. Ah well, I'll see her soon hopefully. I hope so.

What really matters?

People are very materialistic to say. Women especially. At times, I feel like that too. I always wanted so much more than what I have. I always dared myself to wear clothes I can't even fit. I always make myself believe that I am slimmer but when actually I am not all that slim.

So today, I went looking for my prom dress and my mother found a decent one for me. It looked so plain because it was just all black.

But the moment I wore it.

It looked very decent. Even if it's such a dull, plain and meaningless colour, it looked decent on me, decent enough for my mother to say, "You look good."

When I got home, after reading a book I have bought today, I realised something. True enough I am not as slim as before. Not as fit as before. Not scientifically proven beautiful like Lee Hyori but it made me realise that..

"Why should you be like others? We are all different in many ways. God gave us a body and we taunt it. But even all that, we should make the best out of it. Even if all clothes do not fit us, we should find the right one just for us, but always remember, you make the dress beautiful not the dress make you beautiful. Also, you should be thankful that you're given a body to begin with."

I thank God for blessing my family with love and I will always be grateful for the things that you've done for my family. 

Now and always.

Tomb Raider: Underworld

I've been playing the shit out of this:

Tomb Raider has been one of my favourite adventure games ever since I was like 12? My uncle loves Tomb Raider as well and always play the shit out of it. So I did. I played Tomb Raider II and Tomb Raider III. This is actually my third Tomb Raider game I'm playing. I'm actually trying to get Tomb Raider: Legend and Tomb Raider: Anniversary but we'll see about that. 

TR: Underworld is much more, harder than the ones I played earlier but it's not so bad either. The puzzles in this game are pretty ridiculous because well, they are but it's a hell load of fun. You will see Lara encountering with traps, monsters, weird people, climb fortresses, swim, climb rocks, riding motorcycle, making epic moments and going on so many dangerous trips. But that's why she's Lara Croft, our Tomb Raider.

Underworld is much more darker than the previous games where it actually follows up from Tomb Raider: Legend which I am yet to play. Aside from that, I haven't entirely run through this game but I am about to finish it tonight, hopefully or if not, I'll continue in the morning. But this game is epic as hell. I love it so much that it gives me headache. One thing I hate about this game is the ugly camera angles which half of the time, when I turn the angles, either I'll be seeing her gigantic breasts, butt, hair, hair tie or her eyelashes.

And this is my first playthrough so Lara dies alot. Like..ALOT.

Her gymnastic skills were displayed tremendously displayed in the game like the beams and the parallel bars. Well, to me at least cause I haven't played the previous installments but I would love to. I am excited cause I really want to finish the game as soon as possible so that I can unlock more awesome stuffs that I've never seen.

Oh well, if you're interested in tomb raiding, I suggest you get this game as well :)

My History of Shoes

Well, yes as you all know, I don't shop that much though I say I want to shop but in the end, I'll end up buying books or food. For today, I will reveal to you my shoe collection! You may think it's going to be like a quadruple  post of it but no, even one post can fit the description of all these shoes. Why? Well one thing is because, I'm just going to do the heels and wedges section. And believe me, I think two posts is like enough to cover my whole section of shoe collection because it's THAT little.

I present you my first pair of heels:

Colour: White, yes it used to be white

Brand: Sakura

Year: 2005

My very first pair which I wore for formal functions. They look so old now. It's 4 years old already and yes I still keep it cause it's so comfortable to wear :)

My second pair:

Colour: Well, you can tell can you? Silver

Brand: Vincci

Year: 2008

Well, because my mother said I should get something formal for like formal parties or something like that. But it's so old now. Sigh, I've been using it for a year already. I got this last year I think.

My third pair:

Colour: Black

Brand: Charles and Keith

Year: 2009

Yes I got this baby only around this year and it's my most prized possession. Cause it's my first time wearing heels THIS HIGH. Well yeah. Anyways, I got used to it already since it's so sexy. Haha, should wear this more often. 

My fourth pair:

Colour: Light blue/Fusion of blues

Brand: E-kiss from Korea

Year: 2009

I found this at the Curve cause it was on sale! And it was sooo cute and I loved it so much. I love korean products :) They make me a very happy person like always. Either way, it's really, really cute.

My fifth pair:

Colour: Purple, Pink, Blue (yes it's all fused together)

Brand: Nichii

Year: 2009

I went shopping for this yesterday and it's soo nice omgoodness. I love it so much cause it's well tall and it makes me look tall as well. I love this because the straps are so nice. It's a really nice touch. I love. 

And my last pair:

Colour: Black denim

Brand: Neo

Year: 2009

Got this from yesterday too. I love this shoe the best. It's from Hong Kong and the denim material is so nice. And it's a pretty reasonable pricing because well, considering it's so sexy, I love :) And it's incredibly high. 

Yes that's all I have. Six pairs of heels and I think that's already..like 3/4 of my shoe collection. My shoe collection NEVER reached a tenth rating. You see if you're wondering why I have such little shoes, that's because I never liked shopping. Let alone, heels aren't my kind of thing but now, I'm getting used to it. Takes practice man. Mostly, my shoes are actually hand me downs thanks to my sisters who don't wear them occasionally so I wear them. That's why it makes it look like I have LOADS OF SHOES. But no, these are the only ones I have. Pretty ridiculous huh? But it's more than enough. I don't want to flood my room with shoes okay :( 

I would like to post pictures of the heels of those shoes but nah, I'm just too lazy.

On a side note, I got two more posts coming up for book reviews and my overall day.

2012

I watched this today:

It was not as amazing as I thought but it will definitely bring something. This movie is so epic. I am not joking, it's so epic, I thought it was funny. If it inspires you, I salute you. Well it did so I salute it. But overall, I'm really too lazy to explain the story plot. So I'm just going to say.

Nothing lasts forever, not even Earth itself. Though we cannot control the forces of nature but at least, appreciate and enjoy what we really have now? Earth is our mother. And we are Her children. Love what we have before it's gone. But remember, Earth itself is healing on her own. To help her heal, stop everything. Stop and stare and witness as a miracle sparks into the skies.

And we see, hope again. 

I rate it 7.5/10. It's just so epic la. 

Anyways, I was out with my new shopping buddy. Yes I have a new shopping buddy haha! So we went to Borders to get The Time Traveler's Wife book. Then we went to the gamer's stall where I bought seven games in total. Afterwards, we went to the movies to watch 2012. After 2012, with one hour to kill, we went walking around. I went to Nichii after so long not returning to Nichii to look around and I saw some very nice wedges with a reasonable price. After much pondering, I bought them (yes I think about these things very thoroughly, I'm that weird). Next, we went walking around and we stopped by a few shops to try on some shoes.

I was looking for some gladiators and finally, found one. And it was cheap so don't judge me. I'm that concerned about my money. So with the remaining money, I went looking around and shopping buddy bought me a necklace. A very cute one I must say. And it's cheap as well.

So we went walking around until we stumbled upon this shoe shop, with the nicest pairs of denim heels ever. I was practically drooling at it. The price was actually MUCH reasonable enough. But enough to make the both of us to empty our pockets. 

After all that fuss, we sat down for a while until my mother, called and said it was time to go. Well we parted ways after that. In total I bought:

• A book
• Seven PS2 games
• 3 Shoes
• A neckalce

Trust me, enough to make you go wild ;)

I am never shopping after this anymore. This was actually a first, I mean, shopping on my own but of course with the help of my new shopping buddy.

Awesome day? Hell yeah!

Does your heart beat faster?

I'm actually barely awake now but I'm still up for some reason.

Why do I only see the lightest colour?

I admit I haven't been blogging as well as I thought but that's going to change. The fact that I have all the time in world, I will try and update a little bit of here and there before this year ends. 

I have only a few more weeks to spend before I leave for the National Service and no, I am not going to explain what is it because it's too cheap for that. And yes, the picture above was taken by me. It's not a stock picture. Let's see, today, I don't know what to do.

The problem after SPM?

Your head's gonna be blank for a bit.

Yes and it's true. I think I should go take a walk. Sigh, such interesting moments. I would like to go out really but I'm too lazy for that. But maybe I should read some books? I don't know.

On a lighter note: My sister's coming back from England. I feel like changing the blog template because it feels too, wide. I think I should be doing something more productive. Well, actually I managed to finish watching Forrest Gump.

Hi my name's Forrest, Forrest Gump. 

It was a good movie, I almost teared and it's just so god damn funny. Life's a box of chocolates, you never know what you get. - Momma Gump :P

Run Forrest, RUN!

"How does it feel like being All-American?"

"I gotta pee."

"I'm not a smart man..but I know what love is."

"Ice cream!"

Haha, I love this movie :) Hmm, I need more movies to watch. I'll go on movie junkie mode today :D Thing is, I don't have a lot of movies to watch but well, I'll find some time to review the movies that I have watched.

How long do you want me to wait? 

Movies I definitely want to watch now.

Well there's more, to be updated :)

Oh really? It's done?

SPM is finally over. Well, at least for me. 

It's my last time, sitting for my high school exams.

No more late night studying for Sejarah.

No more raping my books.

No more struggling over Bahasa Melayu.

No more forcing my head to remember 1000 peribahasas.

No more waking up early to revise.

It's all over :)

And to celebrate that, I watched a movie today with my sister and it's..

I am darn lazy to explain the story plot but we all know Mr. Scrooge now do we? 

Thing is, I never actually imagined any Disney Movies to be as dark as this. It actually scared me a little bit because of the sound effects which was awesome and the ever surprising  scares. It was definitely something different. And it was alright. I rate it 7/10. Well because, I still love Jim Carrey.

I love Charles Dickens' books. Especially this one and I must say Disney pulled it off easily. 

Movies I want to watch next? 

1) 2012

2) Ninja Assasin

3) Love Happens

Yes, please? :)

Mindless brains

credits to camiloo :)

I see a lollipop. Hmm, that's interesting because I love lollipops :) well aside from that. You see, it may seem like a happy picture but well that's not the point. No it's not a happy post actually but I love lollipops you see so there we go.

If you really have the time to take a look back, there were so many things I could have accomplished in my life. It's just that time of the year where after your last exam paper and last final paper of high school you tend to sit back and think. 

What are we going to do for the rest of our lives?

I have always been inspired by my friends. Many friends. I could have been so much more than just an average girl. The reason why I joined so many sports, choirs, musicals and expeditions. It was just so that I could gain my interest in them. I studied extra hard so that I could gain my excellent results and what not. I'm a singer but I'm in the choir, I'm not a dancer but I joined cheerleading. I'm not an athletic person but I joined so many sports just so I could gain recognition from others, to make my own name.

But how is it that, some people don't have to do anything at all but they are just so, well known straight away?

I wish I could be someone else. That was what I always say. 

I wish I was more sporting, more loving, more musical, more defined with what I have now.

But, I take that all back.

Why should I be all that? When I can just be myself alone? Why should I force myself into joining sports I don't love and singing when I am just not as good as the others? Surely enough I love singing, but not as a career. I love dancing, but as a hobby, not as a career. I love sports but not as a career.

I love piano, but never in my life I would take it as my profession. Guitar is my interest but I am not musically inclined. I am not tone deaf but my interest is just not in there. My heart belongs to the artistic world yes, because I love art. I love drawing even if people seem to hate it so much. Even if people seem to stress about it so much but I never ever felt stressed about art (except for the folio yes). I love graphic designing. I am not good like the many others but I love it because I want people to know my work, comment, critic and I would like to share my own piece to the whole world.

Like how Andrea Bocelli shared his voice and songs to the whole world. Like how Mother Theresa shared her peace and joy to the world. Like how Earth shared its life to us all.

I want people to be inspired by my works. I want people to look at my works and comment. Even if they're bad or good, I still appreciate my work. 

People keep asking me, "Hey, you're doing a-levels?"

No, I am not for the final time and never would I ever do A-levels. I am still thinking about my foundation but no, not a-levels. I am yet to look for colleges but I shall leave that for later. I am enjoying my art classes and hope to take them until I leave for college. 

This year has been great for me. Through this, I realised what I really loved and what I don't really loved or have interest in it. I realised how I deeply understand myself even more with the help of my friends and understand the meaning of enjoying the best moments of life even if it fails you.

Because I am happy being me.

I can change for the better but I don't wanna be someone else. I want to be me. Average but awesome. I am happy for the talent that I am given, happy for the things I loved doing most and most of all, happy that I am living in this life with no regrets.

A phrase that will haunt you for life is, "If I just could..." or.."If I have.."

live the life you love, love the life you live.

you're only 17 once, live it. 

Fun Quotes :)

"Alright! It's two on two baby! I take the breasts you take the- screw it."

-vash

so epic :)

I wake up and find that you're not here

Because there's love, there's hope.

Give them a chance to grow.

They're our lives too.

Our lives.

Because it's who we are

Even the sharpest thorns, can't pierce through this broken heart;

Apologizing;

does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right.

it just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

And you call yourself a woman?

So..

Just two more days and that's the end of high school life? *gasp in horror* Today after my papers, I sketched my art piece and I think it looks good. Hopefully I won't mess it up with the colour. Aside from that, I am annoyed.

Really annoyed.

Having to wait here until the download finishes? It's very annoying no kidding.

Hmm, I opened a new blog for a new start right?

I don't understand the world now. Is it me or are we going back in time to the days where men and women don't even know how their blood taste like? Do you really need to go to the extent of writing such a ludicrous note to your celebrity in that kind of form? What benefit do you get from this?

Fame? Attention?

Sure you got all that. 

Seriously. You actually would give up anything of you just to tell him you love him? If that's love for you, I'm so sorry, your love ain't my kind of love. 

If you don't know what I'm talking about, just ignore it. Unless you read allkpop, then you'll know.

And you call yourself a girl?

Fine a little mean there but seriously, would you do it if you actually had the chance?