What really matters?

People are very materialistic to say. Women especially. At times, I feel like that too. I always wanted so much more than what I have. I always dared myself to wear clothes I can't even fit. I always make myself believe that I am slimmer but when actually I am not all that slim.

So today, I went looking for my prom dress and my mother found a decent one for me. It looked so plain because it was just all black.

But the moment I wore it.

It looked very decent. Even if it's such a dull, plain and meaningless colour, it looked decent on me, decent enough for my mother to say, "You look good."

When I got home, after reading a book I have bought today, I realised something. True enough I am not as slim as before. Not as fit as before. Not scientifically proven beautiful like Lee Hyori but it made me realise that..

"Why should you be like others? We are all different in many ways. God gave us a body and we taunt it. But even all that, we should make the best out of it. Even if all clothes do not fit us, we should find the right one just for us, but always remember, you make the dress beautiful not the dress make you beautiful. Also, you should be thankful that you're given a body to begin with."

I thank God for blessing my family with love and I will always be grateful for the things that you've done for my family. 

Now and always.