Tuesdays

I am extremely in a bad mood now. I have no idea why. It's always been like this ever since I started revision for my exams. It's getting pretty annoying. I can feel the heat really rising every second. One second I'm alright, and when things get too way out of hand, I erupt. I don't like this. It's very stressful. I haven't eaten yet which kindda explains my crankiness. 

I am getting very agitated by every little thing lately. Not good, I NEED TO DESTRESS. But if I don't stress myself but and I get too relaxed, then that's bad isn't it?

I watched Batman's Arkham Asylum demo and I say it's a pretty good game, not too flashy but I simply hate the new outfits given to all the villains. I was glad enough that the joker's outfit remained the same way. 

My mind is very stressed out actually. I only got 2 hours of sleep yesterday no thanks to my 3 hour nap in the evening. I get worked out even at the most little things. I feel there's this heavy burden weighing me down. And it's not coming off anytime soon. 

Why is it I'm always weighed with such misery? Meh, that sounded too epic for motion pictures.

But seriously.

I actually quite like but hate today. I really do.

Tuesdays and I just don't click.

I got this off from someone's blog.

"The storm's gonna be over soon and we'll see the sun again but in order to see it, you gotta go through that storm to see a much more luminous one."

meh, i can't take that much of crap now but it works. keeps me motivated. 

also what i'm upset about is also the fact i feel very insecure every now and then. in a way, my freedom is completely blocked out by so many obstacles. and of course, parents. 

i feel so lonely. even if you are here with me, i feel just as lonely.

ps: what's going to happen next?